So, here we are again...would you say at this point that I am a starter of a project and then a stopper? Am I ADD? Who knows. Most importantly, I like to connect...and you connect with me :) Let's start this ride......
Monday, March 12, 2007
We Are Decent Parents
Although we did have Emma's official party on Thanksgiving Day, we did have a small party at home on her actual birthday too. Complete with a cake made by Dad, (isn't he sweet?) and presents. Oh yea, and lots of love for our Emma!
I am a mother of three, two boys and a girl, with a wonderful husband. I am hard-working, stressed and blessed. I find that I feel I need to fill some kind of void in my heart, but haven't found what the void is yet. I am a middle child and once I was married and had my own children, I began struggling with the middle child syndrome. I want to be the soccer mom and stepford wife, but can't find the money or resouces to do so. I love my extended family and am very close knit with each of them. My idols were my grandparents, now, just my grandmother. If I could be like one person, it would be her. I fear the day she leaves me. I still mourn the day he did. I am trying to find purpose and meaning in this life and trying to cherish every precious moment with my babies.
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